My heart feel so lock up! swinging here and there!
All Thanks to you...
So heavy!
I think u did it!
From tat sec u step into my heart, which is when I still don't dare to go once into a relationship, u make me did it!
After so many things we been through, My WHOLE HEART belongs to you, and u wan to end it! when tat day on the phone when u break the news to me, i was outside with my friends. they are asking me are you ok? are u ok?
All i can say is yes, i'm fine.
Putting those happy face, pretend like i can take it no problem! Everything i keep it inside me! trying to pull thru those hard days. but till now.......
The scene of you smiling to me, keeping running through my mind everynow and then.
I'm feeling Your aura beside me right here right now.
Image of you and your eyes looking at me tenderly.
And from yours eyes it tell me somethings, just from yours eyes, you don't have to utter a word,
and i know U love me.
Scene of me when i'm sick, and u are beside taking care of me, keep appearing
All this are like 7 eleven 24hours running Thru my mind.
But to me, now this is no longer a blissful things like its use to be.
But a torture to me.
It like billion billion of knife cutting through my heart when all of this keep appear in my mind and even when u are no longer beside me i still can feel you.
This is a torture.
To be true ,Since 9 years old, when we knew each other, i'm already thinking could we be together one day.
since small i was thinking and few months ago it came thru.
But do we really have our future, have to depends on fate.
I wanted to post this for a long time untill today i think is time to say! cause is 2 days to end of the year.
A brand new year is coming, a brand new start. Hoping a Brand new me.
